Historia – är det sanning?/ History – is it the truth?

Historia – är det sanning?/ History – is it the truth?

Svenska reflektioner:

Historia. Hur mycket sanning finns det i historien, egentligen?

Det är intressant att se hur olika historien ser ut beroende av var man bor och går i skola. Vi är många som älskar historia. Men det blir ännu mer spännande när vi också ser att det är inte bara en historia – Story – men också hans historia (His-story). Männen inte bara skrev ner historien – de tog också bort och raderade många kvinnor ur historien. I dessa tider börjar bland annat fler och fler Egyptiska “drottningar” grävas fram ur historien – bokstavligt och symboliskt.

Vinnarnas historia

Det är också vinnarnas historia som skrivs ner. Tora som är gift med en dansk och bor i Danmark har förundrats över hur lite danskarna vet om “det stora eventet” – freden i Roskilde. Det är inte en del av historien som danskarna lär mycket om i skolan. Men i Sverige blev det inpräntat om och om igen – i alla fall på våra skolor på 1970-80 talet.

När man sitter med en dansk och en svensk historiebok är det som att läsa om skilda världar. Kanske är det då inte så konstigt att det finns så mycket konflikter, rasism och oenigheter mellan oss människor. Vår historia, som vi har fått höra är sanning, är olika i olika länder.

Kulturell historia

Ta invandrare som kommer till Sverige. De har ofta fått lära sig att i Sverige finns guld och gröna skogar som de får fri tillgång till. Tja, gröna skogar finns det, men kanske inte lika mycket guld? De har lärt att om du flyttar till Sverige får det både ditten och datten. Är det då konstigt att de har förväntningar om att få det?

Öppen historia

Om vi vill ha fred på jorden – där historia handlar både om män, kvinnor och barn från och om alla kulturer och perspektiv – kanske vi också ska vara öppna för att lyssna på varandras historier. Vad har vi lärt? Och om det är olika information om det vi lärt – kan det då vara sant? Vad är sant?

Och det gäller också omkring hela corona plandemin. I det ögonblick någon är oenig med din historia blir du attackerad, påhoppad och “utskammad.” Är det så vi vill att vår värld ska se ut? Kanske vi borde tänka lite längre innan vi hoppar på någon verbalt eller t.o.m. fysiskt. Behandla andra som du själv vill bli behandlad.

Det är alltså inte rocket science det här. Det är logik och sunt förnuft. Men sunt förnuft är något som verkar har försvunnit ur historien. Nu får vi ta ansvar för våra handlingar och skapa en historia vi kan vara stolta över!

Du kan läsa Pam Lobs historia om sanningen av historien här nedan!

Be Unfuckwithable,

Tora och Ulrika


History – is it the truth?

History is a story of the past whether it is 1 minute or 1 million years ago. Today 20th January 2021 will always be remembered in history as the inauguration of the 46th President of the the United States Joe Biden. Will he be the last ever president of the USA? Who knows at this point. What we do know is the present system is not working.

I’ve always loved history. Finding out about how people lived and what happened in the past. I’ve spent many happy hours exploring old castles, monuments, stately homes and thanks to some great museums how the everyday man and women lived. I’ve often been left with a list of unanswered questions.

What was life really like?
What roles did the women play?
Is this really what happened?

My story

I was 17 before I visited anywhere outside of Great Britain. It was brilliant to see some of the great chateaus, monasteries and Cathedrals of France, but all the information you get is condensed into a small booklet or an A4 laminated sheet. Again more questions!

Since then travel has been a big part of my life and I’ve walked many miles exploring foreign cities, getting away from the tourist hotspots to get a better feel for the cultures, the people and their everyday lives.


I now have the pleasure of friends around the world and get to work on a daily basis with the international Wholyland Council. What has become incredibly obvious is the very different versions of history and events happening right now that we each have. It really makes you question the main stream narrative and encourages a deeper dive into what is the truth.

Down the rabbit hole

This search has certainly led me down the rabbit hole and what I’m seeing is not pleasant but does feel closer to the truth. I’ve always had a strong intuition and have often had a knowing to avoid something or to do more research. My research this year has explained many of my reactions over the years. If you want a future where you are sovereign and free you first need to understand why we are not and look beyond what the main stream media is telling us.



I was lucky to have an enlightened English teacher who got us to read about the same event in different newspapers. Where they really the same event? As a nurse I often knew in detail about a shooting, a road accident, the riots of the early eighties. But what I was reading or hearing on the news had some facts and grains of truth but could have been about a totally different event as so much was fabricated. This has meant I’ve always had a healthy scepticism about news and history.

“As all human beings are ruled by their emotions, opinions, and political and religious affiliations, subsequently all history is comprised of as much opinion as fact and, in many cases, has been entirely fabricated for the furthering of the author’s personal ambitions or secret agenda.“ Kathleen McGowan

History is not what happened.

History is what was written down.
The news is what you are being told from the perspective of the people producing the program or newspaper.

We think of the people of the past living a simple existence with much less knowledge and know how than what we have today. But this is not totally true. In some ways they were more advanced than the majority of us are today. The powers that be which includes the church, governments, large corporations and a few individuals have suppressed, hijacked and manipulated the truth to meet their own ends. There has been/is a war on perception to limit our possibilities and to keep us controlled.  Then we can add in tradition which has always won over truth.

Isn’t it about time that we lived by the truth, with compassion and love for each other?

For some reason, lost in the annals of time women and feminine principles were squashed or hidden. Many ancient civilisations were led by women, but as the power of Rome grew around the time of Christ, patriarchy was to become the norm. May be because a group of men were threatened by and feared the incredible power women can hold. They are dependent on us in so many ways, yet they felt it essential to dim the female spark.

Womens role

Women belonged first to their father and then their husband. The only other options were to become a nun, a prostitute or servant. If they didn’t obey they were subjected to hideous crimes. Very few women learnt to read and write, it was felt unnecessary. Therefore most of history was written by men and therefore contains very little about women, except as wives as in the stories of Henry VIII six wives. One of the few exceptions is Queen Elizabeth I, but she ruled as if she was a man. The same is true of women today who have finally made it into the hallowed halls of Government and business. There is very little sign of their feminine essence.


It has been the scourge of humanity for too long, to damage a woman’s name in order to diminish her.  Powerful women have always threatened weak-willed men. One woman who stood up to the might of the Romans and their evil rhetoric against her was Boudicca, a British Celtic Queen. She rode out to battle carrying a banner saying “The Truth Against the World”.

Who is the enemy?

For thousands of years if you didn’t agree with the narrative of those in power be it the government or the church, war or persecution was/is declared against the so called enemy. We can all remember such events even in our own lifetime.

People are also persecuted for their individual belief or actions, especially if others don’t understand it. The most famous is Jesus, but thousands if not millions have met an early death labeled as a ‘witch’. I’ve certainly met an untimely demise in several lifetimes because of my healing abilities.

Todays persecution

This persecution of healers is still going on today. If anything right now it’s increasing. Social media censorship is shutting down anything that does not match the narrow pharmaceutical version of health care. This is certainly not ‘health care’ and today I would barely even call it ‘sick care’. As many are dying needlessly as they only have access to the approved medicines and procedures.

Yet simple vitamin supplements, un pattented medicines and good nutrition could make a huge difference. But they don’t make a profit so are banned. We are also banned from sharing how you can boost your own health. I and many colleagues have had natural healing information removed. Even worse there are an alarming number of holistic and naturopathic doctors who have died in suspicious circumstances.

What do you want your grandchildren to read in the history books of the future about this time we are living right now?

At the moment if we don’t make a stand for sovereignty and freedom the future looks very much like George Orwell described in 1984. He simply got the date wrong!

Is this the future you want?

If not come and join us in Wholyland where we explore what it means to be sovereign and free. Together we can co-create the future where we can all be in wholeness so that we and the world can thrive.

Enjoy in joy
Pam Lob
on behalf of the Wholyland Council

Serverat på Nobelfesten

Kvinnor i Hans Historia/ The Feminine Presence in His-Story

Kvinnor i Hans Historia/ The Feminine Presence in His-Story

Svenska Reflektioner

Vi har pratat mycket om kvinnans roll genom tiderna i boken Holy F*ck and Sacred Water. Det som blir tydligt är hur kyrkan och de styrande männen inte bara skrivit vår historia – men också hur de utskrivit kvinnorna och deras kraft ur historien. Munkar tog bort alla kvinnor när de skulle skriva ner en händelse, då de inte trodde kvinnor hade en själ. Va! Hur sjukt är inte det?

Kvinnor har setts som mäns ägodelar i tusentals av år, och det skiljer sig lite från kultur till kultur, men även i Sverige och västvärlden ges en kvinna bort av sin far i bröllopscermonier. Vi tänker oftast inte över vilken betydelse denna slags cermonier har, utan fokuserar nog mer på att det ser så romantiskt och fint ut på film… Och självklart har alla rätt till att välja att ha sin pappa gå med uppför kyrkogången och symboliskt ges bort till sin man. Om det är ett medvetet val att göra det. Men är det ett medvetet val, eller en del av filmens makt att upprätthålla alla destruktiva program så vi ska tro att saker är “normala”? Vilka konsekvenser har det i våra liv? Vilken betydelse har det för jämställdheten?

Kvinnor genom tiderna

Karen, Wholylands egen arkeolog och power kvinna har skrivit en fin artikel om kvinnors roll i olika kulturer genom historien. Du kan njuta av den här.

Kom ihåg, det handlar aldrig om kvinnor mot män i dessa diskussioner. Det handlar om att skapa balans och harmoni mellan kön. Varför tror vi som vi gör? Varför lever vi som vi gör? Vill vi skapa förändring måste vi också våga se på där det är obalans. Det omedvetna blir medvetet genom att våga se på saker med nya perspektiv.

Så läs Karens artikel och se på historien med nya ögon.

Be Unfuckwithable,

Ullis och Tora


Anchor Wat art
Temple art from Anchor Wat, Cambodia


The Feminine Presence in His-Story

The in-between existence of the feminine presence attributed within the male dominant aspect of His-story, is also a place where the roles of wife, mother, sister and daughter hold the potential of immense value and power of a cultural significance.

Despite the ambiguous in-between situation of women and men within society, the power of the feminine presence is never far from the surface in any cultural timeline attributed to His-story whether oppressed or admired.

The Role of Women in His-story

Global trends in archaeology theory clearly demonstrate the importance of the role of women in His-story. 


  • Long have women been neglected.

The important factors that tend to underpin the neglect of women

Have been

  • Male dominance


  • Lack of theoretical frameworks that explicitly seek to identify women.

Today there is a recognition that women make up half of the population which leads us also to ask….

  • Where were the Women in His-story

Looking Pretty?!!



In order to overcome the problem of finding the visibility and voice of women in His-story, I have chosen to investigate societies located across the landscape but are still culturally linked.  If we can disarticulate activities across space and attribute gender to the activities, then we can identify the role of women within the framework of His-story.

Where were the Women?

In order to identify the role of women within the landscape perhaps the right question to ask would be;  “ Únder what circumstances were aspects of women roles expressed within the cultural landscape, where and by whom.”

  • Can we ascribe activities to specific places on the cultural landscape.
  • Can we ascribe cultural activities to different gendered groups .
  • Can we see woman in the archeology of antiquity.

In order to identify gender through material culture it is necessary to draw on a range of evidence from not only the archaeological record but also the oral based His-stories and ethnographic studies which were for the most part dominated and viewed through the lens of a male perspective based on His-story.

Finding the Visibility and Voice

The ethnographic literature tells a story of the roles men and women were ascribed within each culture based society.  In order to find the visibility and voice of women I first needed to look closely within the largely dominant male perspective often exclusively ascribed within the notion of His-story.  Within the island culture I explored the trading systems of exchange, and used the case study of the Motu Hiri system of trade and exchange the following could be identified:

  • The women alone produced up to 10,000 clay pots per season
  • The men built fleets of lagatoi trading vessels specifically for the women in order to transport and trade the clay pots

The Lagatoi has been always considered a male dominant cultural aspect, and nowhere in the literature are women mentioned. The trading systems are known to be a male dominated version of His-story starting 400-700 years ago.   However, there is evidence to suggest that in both cases identifiable aspects of women have penetrated male domains connecting females to the male space of the lagatoi voyages of the hiri system.  Furthermore, In both cases female tradition is being passed down from mother to daughter.

Secret Women’s Business

  • Women and young girls had tattoos inscribed on their bodies, linking them directly to the hiri trading system.
  • These specific lagatoi markings identified each long distance ocean voyage undertaken by their fathers or husbands, and therefore connected them intimately to the hiri trading system.

Within the tradition of secret women’s business it can be found that the Motu women’s feminine presence on board the lagatoi linked them directly to the exclusive space of men.  It has been suggested in the oral tradition of secret women’s business that women did partake in these voyages.  Although, there is visual representation of women dancing on board the lagatoi,   I have found no written evidence of women sailing on the lagatoi in the literature of His-story.

The Visibility of Womanness in Society

The visibility of women within the His-story of the cultural landscape can be demonstrated by identifying that women in society possess a significant sense of womanness.  The problem with the visibility of women in His-story is directly due to a western ethnographic bias preventing the activities of women from becoming visible.   However, the power and the prestige of women throughout many cultural landscapes, whether based in antiquity or modern society, is demonstrated through the actual participation in exchange.

The womanness of the Feminine presence in ancient Antiquity was never far from the surface at any time in the His-story of the Roman Empire.  As demonstrated within the Motu Hiri trading systems of exchange, the visibility of women within the Roman Empire can also be identified when viewed through the representation of the everyday life of real women within the framework of His-story.

His-story written in the literature of Roman Antiquity

Another aspect of the Feminine presence captured within the everyday life of Ancient antiquity has often been recorded throughout the centuries and viewed within representations of art and literature, such as poems, biographies and the politics of every day law, composed and viewed exclusively from the elite male perspective of His-Story.

Seldom have women been represented in scholarly literature in any other aspect than symbols of moral virtue and wifely importance, this limited view has perhaps neglected an aspect of the feminine presence which represents the true nature of real women captured in the everyday life of His-story.

Graffiti inscriptions display various messages carved out on the walls of Pompeii, most attesting to the feminine presence alive and present in all aspects of daily life during the Augustan era, from the gladiators arena to the bars and streets frequented by the daughters of virtue and pleasure there are signs left behind, other dialogue suggests the love affairs of men and women despite the emperor Augustus making them illegal in 27 B.C.

The Mistress, The Courtesan

Within the ancient world of His-story, the space between the boundaries of the feminine presence lie traces of power and pleasure, perceived within all aspects of the everyday lives of women with feminine influence.  The Roman Male gaze is often portrayed in various guises within satirical literature and interpreted in part as a form of gender control.  The Roman wife is perceived to be under the control of father, husband, or tutor; female slaves had no power against their masters; and prostitutes were considered totally insignificant to the everyday life of the elite male.

However, within the written record and material culture emerging from sites such as Pompeii, another perspective reveals the elite males anxieties and loss of control when confronted with the face of female freedom.  The Courtesan demonstrates a level of independence, freedom and control by the very nature of her role within society, thus her feminine presence holds more power and influence within the space of their interaction than the elite male of His-story.

The Vestal Virgin

Within the feminine cultural elaboration of the daughters role emerges the cult of Vesta otherwise known within the unique Feminine role as the Vestal Virgins.  The sexual status of these women seems to be directly linked to their sacred status where the image of purity is related to virginity.

The priestesses were under the influence of the pontiffs and had the important task of tending the sacred fire of the hearth, this responsibility was considered crucial to the welfare of the state if the fire was to go out then the virgin was flogged if a virgin was sexually involved an act considered polluting to the cult she was buried alive.

However, all was not grim as these virgins were selected daughters of elite families who were legally independent of the authority of the pater families; their service began between the ages of six and ten and lasted for thirty years with increased power and authority through age and seniority.

The Romans imported many Greek priestesses for Hellenistic cults, and the Egyptian mystery cult of Isis was also very popular within the Roman Empire.  Ancient Inscriptions identified twenty six priests of Isis with six of these priests being real women.  These women were of the elite and non-elite status with Frescoes found in Pompeii and Herculaneum depicting scenes of the feminine rites of Isis.


The Gladiator

Female Gladiators were a definite feminine presence across the Roman Empire whose participation involved both the elite and non-elite female. One inscription perceived to be from the second century AD., was discovered from a site located in Ostia known as the Halicarnassus relief.

The Everyday Life of Real Women

Within the broader aspect of the feminine presence lie the relationship between His-story and the rules of law allowed for the reconstruction of the everyday life of all real women who have passed through all His-story without ever having entered it.

From an everyday perspective, the feminine presence is never far from the surface. However, there remains a level of satirical exaggeration and female symbolism within both the His-story of ancient and modern civilizations which is often influenced within the narrative from a male perspective.

Aspects of everyday life during early century BC to first century AD, we find preserved in stone, clay pots and tattooed bodies, or images of graffiti conveying mixed messages of life representing all aspects of the everyday life of real women often hidden away from the bias of His-story.  These visual images are able to communicate the virtues of women through the feminine aspects of the warrior, the courtesan and prostitute, the daughter, the mother, the wife, the virgin and the lover all the feminine qualities of the real women carved within the space and place of everyday life in ancient and modern societies.

temple art from Anchor Wat

Join us in Wholyland where we embrace and balance the sacred feminine and the sacred masculine to make my/our-story not his-story

Come into Wholeness and upshift your body, Emotions, Mind and Spirit for 2021.

Listen to the Live the Impossible Show episodes on His-story from the feminine perspective

Enjoy within joy

Karen Thornton / Author

On behalf of the Wholyland Council

Fotavtryck till en ny början /Footprints of New Beginnings

Fotavtryck till en ny början /Footprints of New Beginnings

Svenska reflektioner:

Att gå Caminon. En resa mot sig själv för många. Att vandra mil efter mil i vackra omgivelser för att möta sig själv. Det inre rum många inte har lärt att hitta. Det är ofta en ny början att gå Caminon. Millioner pilgrimar har gått från från Pyreenerna till den yttersta punkten i nordvästra Spanien – Santiago de Campostela.

Kanske är det vi allra mest behöver i dessa tider. Att finna oss själva, vårt centrum och balans. När världen ser mer och mer kaotisk och polariserad ut är resan till sig själv den viktigaste att ta. Det är inte nödvändigt att ta vandra den. Hur vi reser in i oss själva finns det oändliga sätt. Det viktigaste är att ta första steget.

Karen Tee från Australien gick Caminon. Här är hennes resa och beskrivning som pilgrim mot Santiago.

Res inåt!

Kram från Ulrika och Tora

a pilgrims journey

Footprints of New Beginnings

One morning it really happened.. I had one of those rare coherent moments when all parts of the whole came together… Bolting upright in bed I awakened to the words of an old Tom Jones song blasting out on the radio.  ‘The Young New Mexican Puppeteer’ apparently he saw the people all live in fear… so he decided to carve a puppet to send out messages of hope and inspiration… and folks let go of their fear, they came running from far and near to hear his words of wisdom… and so their journey began, a journey of courage and change while walking in the Footprints of New Beginnings

Walking in the Footprints of New Beginnings

I had no idea what that would mean for me at that point, but I felt my spirit had just been elevated to somewhere in the clouds.  This feeling was accompanied by an idea that had taken shape. I will walk 800km across an ancient trail (Santiago de Compostela). A trail shaped by the footprints of the past, present and future all coming together in the now.  Like many before me this would be a great leap of faith as I stepped out of my comfort zone to embrace the unknown, this I did as I too walked in the Footprints of New Beginnings…. 


Now my plan seemed simple enough I was to catch a taxi from Pamplona to St Jean Pied de Port, a small French village situated at the foot of the Pyrenees approximately 75kms north of Pamplona.  The Pyrenees being a popular starting point for pilgrims (Peregrines) about to embark on their pilgrimage (Journey).

However, this was not going to happen as I envisioned, not for this modern day pilgrim anyway.  Apparently all taxi’s had decided to go on strike – Arggh.. don’t they know I am a pilgrim on a mission to save the world or myself (whichever comes first Lol..),  at least raise my awareness along the way.

Stepping out of the Comfort Zone

Stranded in the middle of Pamplona and completely lost having stepped out of my comfort zone with no sense of direction, how could I possibly reach St Jean by night fall.   Nobody spoke English and my limited attempt at Spanish was totally inadequate ‘Una cerveza por favor’ (one beer please) wasn’t exactly what I needed right now. Or, then again maybe it was exactly what was needed…

My heroine in this story was to present herself in the form of a magnificent guardian angel by the name of Maria from Brazil. This chance encounter took place in the central bus station whilst I was trying to speak Spanish, and of cause raised a few eyebrows.  Maria I discovered was another peregrine trying to get to St Jean by nightfall with one big advantage she could actually speak Spanish, this I reasoned was a godsend (right time right place)..

Together we navigated our way through the Spanish transport system riding a tangled web of intrigue connected by buses, trains and automobiles. This we managed by traversing halfway across the countryside in search of the pilgrims express, a train journey that would begin our quest for that something new, something different and something more we were all seeking.

St Jean Pied de Port full of pilgrims high on hopes and adventure, alive with the expectation of days yet to come, distances yet to conquer, and dreams yet to  awaken as we walked in the footprints of New Beginnings.  I thought about all those brave souls who had walked before me in a land shaped within the broader aspect of ancient myths and legends. In that moment my braveness faltered and I felt apprehensive while standing beneath the mighty shadow of the Pyrenees Mountains.

Napoleon’s route appeared on the horizon a rather daunting spectacle that only those willing to come to the edge dare attempt.  Fear put aside it was time to head towards the office of the peregrine, there we would collect our pilgrim’s record (credential).  This passport is your pilgrim’s identity and needed in exchange for pilgrim’s lodgings as a further proof of your pilgrimage (apparently foot blisters were not enough evidence).  Little did I know at that point what being a peregrine would actually mean.

In The Spirit of New Beginnings

My journey had begun as excitement filled the air and in the spirit of New Beginnings I was about to walk in the footsteps of time itself as I followed an ancient trail. I could feel the spirit alive and embedded within the landscape of ancient memory walked by thousands of pilgrims before me all seeking that something.

The journey would take me through ancient medieval villages such as:

  •  Pamplona,
  •  Logrono,
  •  Santo Domingo de la Calzada,
  •  Burgos,
  •  Leon &
  •  Santiago de Compostela.

This is a journey like no other a journey of the soul reaching out across the many nations united in the spirit of New Beginnings….

Whatever, the initial reason for embarking on this pilgrimage, for many it becomes a spiritual endeavor of great change? I started out thinking it would be a simple walk in the countryside, however it soon became a sacred journey of spiritual significance.  The more I merged with the land, the history, the culture and the architecture, the more I became aware of the many religious events shaped by galactic intrigue, myths and legends along the way.  Somewhere along the way this became a journey of letting go, a journey of discarding the old to make way for something new.


One Foot in front of the Other



Morning saw my first challenge (Napoleons route), after the first couple of hours I still felt alive, perhaps my strict physical preparation came in handy after all?  My feet were still moving I can do this, or at least that was my thoughts before the end of the day. Try walking on sharp broken rocks on steep inclines and even steeper declines with tender feet.  As I neared the abbey at Roncesvalles that first day I was no longer aware of anything except focusing on placing one foot in front of the other, while trying desperately to remember what it was that led me to step out of my comfort zone and opt for change.

Needless to say I literally dragged my body into the abbey at Roncesvalles produced my passport received my stamp and was shown to what was the sleeping quarters, which turned out to be a massive room with over a hundred bunks all lined up in rows.  This pattern pretty much repeated itself for me and most other peregrines in the days to come, I found a bunk headed for the shower and collapsed into a heap to sleep the sleep of the dead for an hour or two.

Later that night when I found my feet I headed for the church to celebrate the pilgrims blessing a service held for the pilgrims walking to Santiago de Compostela, a special dinner was held and the atmosphere was charged.

That night I was to meet many peregrines that I would bump into frequently in the days to come sometimes sharing food sometimes sharing pain and sometimes sharing the many tales of the magic in life we discovered along the way.

Next morning 6.ooam sharp I could not believe my ears, lights on monks chanting, pilgrims wake up the day has begun.  I took a moment to remember where I was before action set in and I bolted upright what the….!!!!!!!.

Coincidence or not, who would have believed I was sleeping opposite a couple of peregrines from my home town.  What was the chance that out of the many nations traversing this ancient way, I happened to be placed next to some fellow neighbor’s amazing.  After much shared enthusiasm we pull on our boots looked for the painted yellow arrows and started walking another day filled with New Beginnings.



The next couple of days were possibly the most difficult for me as my feet were constantly in pain my body was trying to adjust to the weight I was carrying (which apparently was far too heavy for my size!), and so the struggle I was going through both physically and mentally became my only focus.  One thing was certain I had to discard anything and everything I no longer needed in order to move forward.

At some point I didn’t think I was going to be able to continue and started questioning why I was there and what on earth was I thinking when one morning out of the blue I got up and decided to walk 800kms anyway???.  These thoughts are common when great change is unfolding (or so I am told).

My feet became so painful the pressure of resting them on top of the bunk at night was agonizing.  I often lay there thinking there is no way I will be able to walk the next day, and yet to my surprise somehow the pain would disappear by morning, my body would repair itself and ready to lace up my boots again for another day.

Eventually you do walk the pain out along with the discarding of your baggage, and this is a common tale told by many a pilgrim.  The path was once explained to me like this; the Camino consists of 3 sections in your personal growth, the first part is the physical the second the emotional and the third the spiritual.

As in all New Beginnings the path is not smooth or easy and often consists of broken rocks along the way; this however in some part is due to the detioriation overtime of the ancient Roman roads.  But the rewards are there in every step taken as the landscape is spectacular, from deep ravenous mountain blues to undulating rolling hills a patchwork of greens and creams.  A true cohesion of nature as people and place merged into forests of ancient trees and winding streams.

Buen Camino

The Camino is the spirit of the pilgrims who walk its path in solidarity with one another and in partnership with the land, the pilgrims are represented by every nation and all bound together by a common purpose of Self Discovery.  The comradeship is strong and instant, greetings are familiar and friendly Buen Camino is the common salutation which means “may the road be good to you”.

Friendships are developed within the footprints of New Beginnings, as we let go of our baggage and shared our emotions shaped by struggle, pain, laughter, tears and celebration.  The human spirit is amazing in all its aspects and often worth the hardships sometimes experienced.  I was continually amazed and honored to be sharing a part of many pilgrims’ journeys.

The decision to walk the unknown in itself determines your quest for New Beginnings and the Camino is a true testament to the human spirit.  There were days I walked with many unique characters all seeking to find their New Beginnings.  At one time I walked with a blind man and his partner who would described every rock every tree and every cloud in great detail continually with such compassion and dedication to each other, I was humbled.  There was a 68 year old woman who had been walking her Camino and finding her way for 3 months.  I walked with many pilgrims of all ages some from Scotland, Ireland, Alaska, Brazil and Ethiopia all stepping out of their comfort zone in that leap of faith to explore the unknown and perhaps find themselves in the quest for something new..

The Camino is a canvas of the collective and the pilgrims are the brush strokes of life dripping with bright splashes of color, we all spoke of life our hopes our dreams, and we all shared our food, our wine and shelter as pilgrims have done throughout the ancient times before us.

santiago de campostela

One anonymous pilgrim in the thirteen century wrote:

“Western Christendom is bubbling with new vitality. The pilgrimage route to Santiago de Compostela is bringing entire generations together in pilgrimage at its purest form. Along this path which, little by little, is being mapped out with the footprints of many forming a new way forward and bringing new hope.”

Today this ancient way finder is still there and for some parts little has changed since AD 813, all you have to do is lace up your boots, follow the yellow arrows and be prepared to let go of your baggage while walking in the footprints of New Beginnings.


New Beginnings


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Enjoy within joy

Karen Thornton / Author

On behalf of the Wholyland Council

Nytt år – eller är det? / New year – or is it?

Nytt år – eller är det? / New year – or is it?

Svenska reflektioner:

Gott nytt år säger vi. Nytt år, är det verkligen det? Eller är det ännu en sak som blivit förvridet och ändrat för att få oss i obalans?

När vi följer naturliga cyklus som ex. månens är det inte alls 12 månader. Det är 13. 13 har blivit olyckans nummer – men det har ju kommit fram att det är snarare den feminina kraftens nummer. Som vi skriver i Holy F*ck och Sacred Water:

The sacred feminine power number of 13 has been suppressed for thousands of years. In 2019, the spark that gave rise to Holy F*ck and Sacred Water was ignited as a co-creation. At the same time, we entered a new 13 000-year cycle, as well as a new 13-year cycle of sacred feminine power. There are 13 zodiac signs that now have been acknowledged, and 13 cycles of the moon in a lunar year. That is why women have 13 cycles in a year and ovulate on the 13th day. Mary Magdalene was the 13th apostle of Jesus.

Så när vi säger gott nytt år den 1 Januari varje år – är det verkligen där det nya året börjar?

Pam Lob har skrivit sina funderingar omkring det nya året i dagens blogpost från Wholyland.


New year – or is it?

As New Year as we know it approach’s, many of us reflect back on the past year and some make resolutions for the next. Intent on new beginnings only to return to old behaviours before January is even out.

I don’t think any of us could have predicted how 2020 panned out. It’s been a challenging year for nearly everyone in some form or another. Some have seen it as an opportunity to slow down, go within and to awaken. Whilst others have retreated under the duvet and into fear, in the attempt to believe someone or something will be their saviour.

I personally believe there will be no something (a vaccine) or someone (a new president or the return of Jesus) to save us. The saviour is within us. It comes from recognising our own strength, geniuses, our shadows and weaknesses. As we accept who we are, share  from a place of honesty and authenticity. We can them come together to co-create the world we want to see. Is it, or will it be easy? No life never is! This is what makes it exciting and joyful.


This year I’ve found myself going down the rabbit hole, in fact many rabbit holes. I’ve being asking questions and researching on the vaccines, the cabal, freedom and sovereignty, plus many other topics, I’ve not even considered to look at in the past. It’s been interesting, horrifying and at times challenging. Is all I’ve read true? No, but I believe much of it is closer to the truth than what we’ve been told in the mainstream media. The constant censorship has made me look even more. What are they trying to hide? Why are they preventing me and fellow practitioners from sharing natural and wholistic health tips to boost your immunity and keep you healthy?

What I’ve really learnt this year is to question. To sit in the questions and to trust my own intuition on whether what I’m reading/hearing is true for me right NOW. As more information or a different perspectives becomes available I’m open to my truth shifting. I believe as we go forward into 2021 the ability to question, examine the facts from many different perspectives and to be ok with change is going to be very important. Along with loving kindness, compassion and acceptance. That we are each on our own journey and can have very differing beliefs, but still be friends.

Something I was not very good at, or at least gave little time too was reflection and contemplation but I’ve learnt the many benefits of both.


At this time of year I like to reflect on the year past,the good, the not so good, what worked and what didn’t. I then sit and contemplate on the year to come. I gave up on resolutions years ago and now don’t even bother with goals and plans as every year something new and unknown comes into my life that changes it way beyond my expectations. This year it was our podcast Live the Impossible Show, Wholyland and COVID-19.


What I do contemplate is a word or words for the year. This year it was ‘trust’ and that has certainly been put to the test as I’ve trusted my intuition which has guided me away from the main stream thinking and believes of the virus and vaccines and into wanting sovereignty, freedom, co-creation and the right to choose what I do with my body and health. I’m still contemplating on my words for 2021 but feel trust is still a major one.

As I sat contemplating I started to wonder …

Why do we celebrate the new year when we do?
Why is the passing into a new year so important? …
   Is it just another excuse for a party?
   Is it seeing our lives marching on?
   Is it a fear of not fulfilling our destiny?

Why do we celebrate New Year on January 1st?

For me it makes more sense that the new year happens at the solstice. As the solstice is also my birthday this may be partly why I think this way. The ancient Greeks did celebrate new year at this time and I’ve had at least one past life in Ancient Greece!

The solstice was a time of celebration in many early civilisations.
Hence why the Church chose this time to celebrate the birth of Jesus. (the exact date or even the year is unknown, not helped by many different calendars and ways of recording the passage of time.) Many Christian celebrations are very close to old pagan ceremonies often associated with solar or lunar events. Having Christian celebrations close to events like the solstice and eostre made it easier to convert and placate the populate.


So why January 1st?
Like the calendar itself this is a man made date with no connection to solar or lunar events. The passage of time has been recorded from at least the Neolithic period and early calendars, the oldest found is from the Bronze Age followed lunar and/or solar events. But these are not totally regular and have resulted till this day with adjustments to be made and no universal calendar. This is why even today different cultures use different ways of recording time and dates, and celebrate the New Year at different times.

In the past probably depending on where you were in the world and your seasons, new year was most likely to be celebrated on a solar event. Either the summer or winter solstice, but most commonly the summer or autumn equinox.

Celebrating New Year on January 1st came from the early Roman calendar which our present day western calendar is based on.

“It stems from an ancient Roman custom, the feast of the Roman god Janus, who was the god of beginnings, gates, transitions, time, duality, doorways, passages, frames, and endings. This is also where the name for the month of January comes from, since Janus was depicted as having two faces. One face looked back into the past, and the other peered forward to the future, just like how on January 1, we can look back at the year that just ended, and look forward to the new year that lies ahead.”  https://earthsky.org

The early Roman calendar had only 10 months. This is why the name of some of our months: September (7), October (8), November (9), December (10) don’t match their actual position. This calendar was reformed by Julius Caesar in 45 BC

“The Julian calendar was no longer dependent on the observation of the new moon but simply followed an algorithm of introducing a leap day every four years. This created a dissociation of the calendar month from the lunation.”

“The Gregorian calendar was introduced as a refinement of the Julian calendar in 1582, and is today in worldwide use as the de facto calendar for secular purposes.” https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Julian_calendar


Manipulation of Time

Clocks, time keepers and calendars have resulted in us becoming slaves to time. Perceived lack of time is one of the primary reasons for not doing something.

When we follow lunar and solar cycles our bodies are less stressed as we are more in sync wih nature. Womens cycles are 28 days for a reason!

This great video explains more about the hijacking of time and there is a comedy section in the middle which explains how the calendar could be. Brilliant!



As the world now recognises 2021 starts on 1st January energetically this is when the energy shifts.  What will 2021 bring us who knows. But in numerology it is a 5 universal year so we will be cosmically supported to implement if we choose a 5D lifestyle with spirit leading the physical. This is not about spiritual bypass but bringing the spiritual into our physical bodies to be embodied to support wholeness.

January 1st 2021

For many of us this New Year will be unlike any we have experienced. Our choice and freedom curtailed due to the tightening lockdowns. For many of us there will be no parties or firework celebrations, just loneliness and an opportunity to go within, to meditate, to contemplate, to awaken to new possibilities and new beginnings. A party is quickly over and forgotten from a drop to many of a favourite tipple. Whereas a deep meditation, contemplation and awakening can be with you for many moons to come.

We wish you all the very best for 2021 and the strength, courage to face what ever we may be challenged with. Embrace peace, stillness, compassion and kindness and we will be ready to celebrate in style when the right time allows.

To the future and beyond
Enjoy with joy

Pam Lob
on behalf of  the Wholyland Council.



New Beginnings – Come into Wholeness and Upshift your Body, Emotions, Mind and Spirit for 2021

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Monoliter – tecken på ny tid?/Monoliths – Signs of New Beginnings, of Great Awakening, or of the Great Reset?

Monoliter – tecken på ny tid?/Monoliths – Signs of New Beginnings, of Great Awakening, or of the Great Reset?

Tid att märka in i vad din sanning är om monoliterna…

Gott nytt år!

Be Unfuckwithable,

Tora och Ulrika

Uluru is the worlds largest monolith.


These monoliths that pop up all around the globe at this point – seemingly from nowhere – What are they? How did they get there? And why now?

Tall “statues” of steel appearing materials have been seen all around the world in November and December, 2020. No one knows what they are, why they are there and how they got there.

What is a monolith?

According to Wikipedia,

“a monolith is a geological feature consisting of a single massive stone or rock, such as some mountains, or a single large piece of rock placed as, or within, a monument or building.”

Wikipedia is now also sharing information about the mysterious 2020 monoliths.

“In late 2020, the appearance of a series of metal columns was reported internationally. Often referred to as monoliths, these sheet metal structures began to be constructed in the wake of the discovery of the so-called Utah monolith, a similar metal pillar that was placed in a remote canyon in Utah, in the United States.

The Utah monolith was a 3 m (9.8 ft)-tall pillar made of metal sheets riveted into a triangular prism, placed in a red sandstone slot canyon in northern San Juan County, Utah. It is thought that the structure was installed between July and October 2016, but only attracted media attention after its existence was reported in November 2020 by state biologists who discovered it during a helicopter survey of wild bighorn sheep.[1][2][3]

Soon after the Utah discovery on 18 November 2020, reports emerged on social media of similar metal columns being found in many other places throughout the world, including locations across North America, South America, Central America and Europe.

The origins of these structures varied; some monoliths were made by artists inspired by news coverage of the original Utah pillar; others, like the two Pittsburgh monoliths, were made by local businesses for promotional purposes. Some monoliths were subsequently removed.[4] The monoliths have been compared in the media to the Monolith that appeared in the 1968 science fiction film, 2001: A Space Odyssey, giving rise to speculation about an extraterrestrial origin, although the phenomenon has also been viewed as a craze or an Internet hoax.[5][6]”

Where are they located?

The first one found was in Utah – in the middle of nowhere – and was removed after some time. From there they kept coming (see here)

They have even created a website where we can keep track on a map of the monoliths (see here).

For instance, in Romania, Netherlands, California and in Devon in England monoliths appeared (read here)

And in Sweden several monoliths have popped up in December – one even disappeared again.





So why are they showing up at this point in history?

Are the monoliths a sign of the Great Awakening?

Many feel the monoliths are part of the great awakening and comes from outer space. Similar as the crop circles.

We are at a point of the great awakening we have never managed to cross before in our history/herstory. “Normally” our race would be wiped out by now. The potentials were there this time too, but finally we managed to “rise above it” and shift timelines. We will not go under and be erased from earth this time. We made it!

This is our 5th attempt to get to where are at vibrationally. Before, we were killed by the great flood as read in the bible as Noah, or as Atlantis and Lemuria.

Back in 1968 the movie “2001: Space odyssey” was launched. It became one of those films that people speak about for decades, as it left the audience without answers and an openness to interpretation.

In the beginning of the movie there are apes hanging around and enjoying life. Then this monolith appears. It “activates” something within the apes, they start to kill each other and a new time – the time of humanity – arrives.

Jumping forward to the end of the movie. The main character is lying in bed about to die. He watches a monolith in his room, dies and is then reborn as a star seed with superpowers.

Basically – in a very simplified interpretation of the monoliths symbolism – these monoliths is a sign of the great awakening. They arrive from outer space to tell us: “Time to upgrade and become the “New humanity 2.0””, kind of thing…

What if they are a sign of the great reset?

Another possible explanation of these monoliths showing up on the planet right now is that they are part of the distraction agenda by the deep state.

As human beings we are very easily distracted as part of our programming. We are so filled with the fear-based messages of the dangerous and life-threatening virus (maybe a bit sarcasm there) that anything other than that keeps us occupied. People are getting sick and tired of hearing of the virus and need another distraction.

The deep state is going down. They know it, but will fight to the bitter end. They will do anything in their power to go against all the odds and take over the power. And from what we see around us it looks like they are in full control.

The great reset they want to implement is about taking the full power of all of us.

Or watch THE SEQUEL TO THE FALL OF THE CABAL – PART 5 – about the Agenda 21/30 (part of the great reset).

From World Economic Forum they make it sound so good with a great reset. They will give us food and housing (for the small price of our freedom). Want to travel?  For your own and others safety you need a vaccine passport. Want to live in the countryside? Then you don’t get any money to live for, as we should all stick together and be cool in the cities. And so on.


Why are the monoliths sign of the great reset?

Ok, so what does deep state and the great reset has to do with the monoliths more than a distraction move?

The fact that the stories of monoliths are in the MSM (main stream media) is a sign in itself that something shady is going on…. If the monoliths were true signs, the MSM would not cover it. That is for sure! So, why do they cover this story then?

What happens to people who believe someone will come and save them?

They wait. They become passive. And wait some more….

Just as the story of the man who was about to drown and called out to God to save him. God sent him a boat, helicopter and something else, but every time they arrived he said: “No thank you. I will wait for God to save me.”  After he drowned and he arrived in Heaven with God he felt betrayed. “Why didn’t you save me?” God answered: “I sent you all these things and people, but you said no”.  Well, that is my casual version of the story… 😉 Sorry if I ruined it! LOL

But the point is: If the deep state want to have a chance to take over all the power on the planet they will have to make us/keep us passive. If we see these signs that is covered in the bible; The 7 trumpets, the natural disasters on the planet, the locusts eating the crops etc. These are signs of second Christ is coming to our rescue. What we do not understand is that WE are Christ Consciousness.

No one will save us. Monoliths are not another sign that heaven on Earth is here and HE will remove all evil. If the monoliths are placed there by the deep state to distract and make us passive – then we shall take action.

What can we do?

The greatest action we can take is to spread the love, embody Christ Consciousness (the golden light) and raise our frequencies.


What is Christ Consciousness?

“Christ Consciousness is God’s Infinite Intelligence that is present in all creation. The Infinite Christ is the only pure Reflection of Spirit in the created realm.

Everything that exists is a manifestation of God’s own consciousness. The universe was dreamed by God into existence. The atoms of creation form part of that dream.

Christ Consciousness is the awareness of the presence of God at the heart of everything in creation—every atom, being, plant, rock, animal, sun, moon, everywhere.

When you expand your identity from this body and personality (Toras comment: strawman/role) to the omnipresent spirit, you realize your consciousness to be everywhere—all throughout the entire universe.

Then you have attained “Christ Consciousness,” just as Jesus and the other Masters have.”

Maybe the monoliths are symbols of us?

We pop up around the globe to wake up humanity. We stand there tall, shiny and people get curious to know more about us… Who knows?

No matter if the monoliths are signs of the great awakening or of the great reset we can decide what they mean to us. If we fear or focus on them too much – they can become the great reset. If we decide they are a sign that we are upshifting as humanity 2.0. The “all natural” as the full potential we came here to be, not the AI version… That is what becomes our reality. We decide what we believe in.

That is part of the new beginning time we are in.

WE decide our reality and truth.

WE have the power to create the impossible.

WE can reactivate our full potential.

WE are the ones we have been waiting for.



Now what?

We create our reality from within, and it might not show up externally right away. That does not mean it is not true. I believe we are at this time to reactivate our super powers and purge out all the shit on the planet that doesn’t serve us anymore. The deep state included… Imagine what a world we could co-create then!

If you feel called to tap into that vision together with us, please go to https://wholyland.me/ and join our memberhood! We play together to make the impossible a reality.


Wishing you the best new beginning possible, for the wellbeing of all….

Stay awake!

Love Tora
on behalf of Wholyland Council

En Ny Början – Tid att Vakna!/ New Beginnings – Time to Awaken!

En Ny Början – Tid att Vakna!/ New Beginnings – Time to Awaken!

En ny början, en tid att vakna…

Vad vi trodde var normalt var inte normalt, och kommer aldrig mer vara normalt. Vi svenskar gillar normalt. Så i dessa dagar är det inte bara rädsla för virus och smitta, utan också för varandra, våra företag, och familjer. Innan var vi rädda för det okända. Nu är vi mer rädda för att få reda på sanningen. För om allt detta är sant som det pratas om – att virus, vacciner och hela pandemin inte är sant – betyder det ju att vi levt en lögn hela våra liv. Och det är inget som känns bra för någon. Grundlurade är vad vi blivit. Ihhh, det gör ont…

Tid att vakna upp och stå ansikte mot ansikte med sanningen – oavsett hur ont det gör.

I detta bloginlägg skriver Pam om hennes tankar om den nya tiden, om Solstice och vad det okända betyder för henne.

Ha en underbar Solstice!

Be Unfuckwithable,

Tora och Ulrika

New Beginnings – Time to Awaken by Pam Lob

Christmas and the new year is associated with new beginnings. It’s a time for many to set new year resolutions, goals and intentions for the year to come. It’s a time of looking forward to things been better or greater than the year before. This year we also have an energy shift at the Solstice on 21st December.

2020 has turned out to be a turbulent year for many with frequent unexpected twists and turns that I think none of us would have predicted at the end of 2019. We have been forced into new ways of being whether we wanted to or not. Some have seen it as an opportunity to start again with a new career path, or more importantly a more awoken spiritual connected way of being. Others are frantically trying to hold onto the past and hope a vaccine will soon be available to all and everything will return to normal.

What is normal?

The vaccine or some individual saviour is not going to bring the return to normal many want to see. There is an agenda behind all that has been going on and how it all will pan out no one can be sure. But what is for certain there will be no going back to how life was before.

How 2021 pans out for everyone will be dependent on how and if they embrace the new energies.

2021 will not be a return to the old normal. It’s never the case, life is always changing moving forward with unplanned events, experiences occurring and it’s always better to be prepared for the unexpected. It could even be good! 2020 is the first time many have experienced constant uncertainty and never on such a global level. I see it as a wake up call. It’s time to go within and tap into our inherent unique genius.  Then to come together to co-create the world we want to see, rather than relying on others to hand it to us.

We can choose to start a new or are forced into a new unwanted way of being at anytime as this year has clearly demonstrated. Often it is a health issue, redundancy, retirement or loss of a loved one that is the catalyst for change. But as we head into 2021 it is cosmic forces that are likely to have a big impact on our whole way of being. And it’s not the new year that will be the reset but 21st December



The dark winters nights in the northern hemisphere or the long lazy days of summer in the south are an opportunity to reflect on the year that’s coming to a close and to dream on what we want for the coming year. Or should we let go of this dreaming and planning of the future and just trust.


Whether you believe in horoscopes or not our daily life is influenced by cosmic forces, from tides influenced by the moon to the Schumann resonance. In addition the Solstice on 21st December Jupiter and Saturn will appear to almost merge and put “on a show for skygazers that hasn’t been seen in roughly 800 years. Astronomers are calling it the Great Conjunction of 2020.” (https://astronomy.com/news/2020/12/jupiter-and-saturn-will-form-rare-christmas-star-on-winter-solstice) This conjunction is probably the Star of Bethlehem seen at the time of Jesus’s birth.  Both Saturn and Jupiter also move from Capricorn an earth sign into Aquarius an air sign, so we can expect to feel a shift in energy.  More about this next week.

To envision the future

Last week I attended an online Entrepreneur summit. They were urging us to write how we want life to be in 2030. As I look back over the last ten years I see clearly life is very different to how I imagined it would or could be. I would have laughed and shook my head in total disbelief if you said I would be a best seller author and a speaker on international stages by 2020. Each year something has dropped into my life that I had no knowledge of on the 1st January that has transformed it immensely. This year I had no idea I would be starting a podcast and co-hosting with 2 friends. It has turned out to be great fun and way more successful than we ever dreamed. We are loving the co-creation and now getting to speak with people who we’ve admired and followed for years.  Check it out Live the Impossible Show.  This has also led to the formation of Wholyland our co-creative members platform for Leaders who want to be free to explore: Wholeness, Sovereignty, Genius and to Transform the world.

So for me as we head into the age of Aquarius I’m going to sit in the unknowing from a place of love. I trust the universe will continue to deliver what I need to grow and be the best possible me. One thing I do know co-creation will be a big part of my future. Are you ready to join me and others to co-create a new world?

Enjoy in Joy
Pam Lob
on behalf of the Wholyland council

Coherence av ljud / The Coherence of Sound

Coherence av ljud / The Coherence of Sound

Svensk summering:

När vi går inom det arkeologiska fotavtrycket från antika världar känner vi, upplever vi, andas vi in den medvetna förbindelsen mellan det förflutna, nuet och framtiden. Inom existensens natur har varje sten, varje träd, varje berg och varje vattenhål ett liv har en vibration och det har en sång. De gamla och visa visste detta och hur ljudets sammanhang vibrerar kroppen, rör känslor, inspirerar sinnet och berör andan och hjärtat.

Det skapar en coherence – vilket bidrar till att vi dras till vissa speciella platser.

Karen Thornton som är arkeolog som specialiserar sig på heliga platser har skrivit denna artikel som vi har fått ta del av.

Nu när vi inte får resa fysiskt – kan vi resa i våra hjärtan till de heliga platser runt om världen!

Kramar från oss,

Tora och Ulrika


English text by Karen Thornton

As we walk within the archaeological footprint of ancient worlds we feel, we sense, we breathe that conscious connection of the past, present and future.  Within the nature of existence every stone, every tree, every mountain and every waterhole has a life has a vibration and has a song. The ancients knew this and how the Coherence of Sound vibrates the body, moves emotions, inspires the mind and touches the spirit & heart.

The Sacred Sound of the Isles

The coherence of sound vibrates within Fingal’s Cave isle of Staffa, known for its natural acoustics.  The sound of vibration can be heard through the hexagonal basalt columns formed from volcanic activity and shaped by sea millions of years ago.

The Sacred and Holy isle of Iona known for the Abbey and Nunnery, a resting place where ancient warrior kings of Scotland and Norway were buried, and the spiritual Women of Birth Gathered and Nested.

The Sound of the Piper….

Play piper play… let the Magic that you weave come together through the Sacred coherence of the Masculine and the Feminine united in Love & Honour.   On this day deep within the sacred waters of Loch Coruisk believed to be the Heart of the mighty Cullen Mountains dwells a mystical place steeped in Myth & Legend.  Loch Coruisk where Water Spirits and shape shifters are said to dwell.

The Water Horse takes shape amongst the shadows of the Mighty & Formidable Cullen Mountains believed to be the home of nature spirits/fairies.  On this day of sacred union let the Nature Spirits bear witness.


The Sound of the Stones

The Song of the Standing stones;.

  • Stonehenge,
  • Avebury,
  • Callanish ‘Isle of Lewis,
  • Ring of Brodgar Orkney isle,
  • Stones of Stenness Orkney…

The Mystery & Magnificence of these Standing stones is something to be felt in wonder. The marvel of the How and Why will always be defined through the senses & perspective of the individual journey.

As I walked in the Footprints of my own journey the coherence of sound vibrated far and wide across the land and I was blessed to hear these Standing stones sing.   A high pitched sound would suddenly ring in my ears each time I approached these sites.  Often I could narrow it down to a certain stone as in Stonehenge the Sorenson stone which often stood apart and considered the activator.

The Mystery & Myths are often passed down in legend. The Wonder of Orkney’s Standing stones are told through the coherence of story. The Ring of Brodgar  was believed to be a group of Giants who gathered to dance the music of the fiddle player, but as the sun rose they all turned to stone and the Comet stone which stood apart was said to be the fiddle player, the activator.

The story teller of folk lore will tell you ‘they all have the power to move but once a year at the stroke of midnight ‘Hogmanay’ (New Year’s Eve) when they welcome the New Year in with a drink of water from the nearby loch (apparently not of whisky)…

The Journey of The Stones

Living within the coherence of time and placed as markers of memory in fields of stone.  There lies the life and times of the Neolithic Viking Crusaders & Stonemasons of The Orkney/Arcadian isles. Within the sacred heart of the Wild an Ancient ceremonial landscape is carved and shaped, as the journey of the stone unfolds within an Old Norse complex of monumental Architecture.

Archaeologists view Maeshowe as a chambered mound tomb the mound sits on a circular glacial platform surrounded by a ditch & bank. The passage entrance leads into a stone lined chamber with four huge Standing stones placed upright in each corner.  The elaborate high ceiling filled with long stone slabs is carefully placed & stepped inward as it rises.

The Architecture of this chamber is similar to many other chambers I have viewed shaped specifically for Acoustic Resonance. Architecture shaped for the coherence of sound can be identified within the Egyptian sound chambers located within Saqqara and another example within nature would be the ‘Isle of Staffa’.

Inside the mound chamber of Maeshowe Viking Runes were discovered carved into the stone wall depicting what appear to be a Dragon and the Cross of the Knights Crusaders….

Cymatics the Pattern of Sound

The pattern of sound and cymatics at ‘Rosslyn Chapel’ can be identified within the repeated patterns of ancient symbolism.  These patterns tell a story of mathematical ratios identified within the carved stone of the compass, the square and the Musical Score, as is the Apprentices Pillar.  The Stone Angels appear to be singing or playing musical instruments as carved cubes protrude from the Arches within the Lady’s Chapel, suggesting each one is uniquely carved with symbolic patterns made up of lines & dots.  These patterns may represent codes or keys of Musical Scores.

The use of Chaldoni patterns/or Cymatics is known to produce images that form when music frequencies vibrate along a two dimensional surface.  William St Clair builder of Rosslyn Chapel, Earl of Orkney, Order of Knights & descended from a powerful 10th century Viking Warrior.  Discovered within the chapel was a hidden Viking seafaring map telling a tale of a coherent journey we can only wonder at.   The Goddess the Green man, the Knights the Templar, the Lady, the Way….. ‘More Than a Journey’…


Coherence of musical scores – Rossalyn Chapel

Apprentice Pillar – Rosalyn Chapel

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Enjoy in joy

Karen Thornton

On behalf of

Wholyland Council

Vårt ABC är Hijacked/ Our ABC is Hijacked!

Vårt ABC är Hijacked/ Our ABC is Hijacked!

Svensk summering:

Vårt alfabet har blivit hijacked – såsom så mycket annat. Coherence handlar om hur saker hänger ihop. När dessa saker inte är i harmoni skapas det obalans.

Det betyder att harmonin i olika ord och ljud också är i obalans.

Allt är vibrationer – och ljud, symboler och ord har allt en frekvens som vibrerar i olika hastigheter. Det betyder att när vi säger ett hijacked ord så vibrerar det inte i balans och harmoni som det var menat.

Vad snackar vi nu om?

Läs denna artiklen av Beate Heinkel från Wholyland Council:



Has been hijacked and it’s time to take it back

into coherent words, sounds, or signs.

This moons theme in ‘Wholyland’ and on ‘Live the Impossible Show’ is ‘coherence’.

Our approach in Wholyland to coherence is from a wholystic point of view. The whole universe is vibration and as humans we literally ARE vibration too. We believe that when this vibration is in coherence it manifests as holy wholeness.

As a consequence we cannot talk about coherence without considering the spiritual dimension of its meaning.

History of Coherence

Let us start from where the idea of coherence was first used. In Latin etymology the word coherence derives from the root of the verb ‘cohaerere’, which means to tie together.

In the 16th century, coherence was used in physics and biology to describe what remains attached. For the scientists of the time stones were coherent, as a stone doesn’t easily disintegrate.

Centuries later, the idea of coherence began to be used in the context of written, or spoken text. Coherence was then understood as a quality of logic and consistency. A common definition is that coherence gives a written or spoken text unity and purpose.

“Coherence is one of the two qualities that give a written or spoken text unity and purpose. The other is cohesion. Coherence refers to the general sense that a text makes sense through the organisation of its content. In writing, it is provided by a clear and understood structuring of paragraphs and sentences in writing.”(teaching English)

It was only in the nineties that coherence entered the scientific research vocabulary!

What had happened?

In order to describe new findings in stress research as well as in consciousness research a new word, a new terminology was needed.

The idea of coherence in stress research is used to describe the synchronisation of heart and brain waves. Heart rate variability can be measured and is looked at as a sign of adaptability and energy saving. So Coherence describes the presence of health. You can read more in the last blog – Heart Coherence.


ABC of Coherence

There is another even wider definition of Coherence:

Coherence is the ability to form a unified whole.

This is related to new research into human consciousness.

We will now focus on the coherence of the ABC alphabet, of letters, words and signs in relation to human consciousness.

In German there is a beautiful quote, a short part of the poem “Stufen” that means „steps“ by Hermann Hesse: “Jedem Anfang wohnt ein Zauber inne.” And deepl.com  translates it as follows: ‘every beginning has its magic or has an inherent magic’. This is a very precise and correct translation, but I prefer the translation to be:

“In the core of every beginning magic lives”

It is a nuance…, but:

Can you feel the difference?

I feel there is more coherence in this phrase. There is an invitation to life itself. The presence or absence of coherence can be intuitively known and felt.

Coherence is the ability to form a unified whole. In Wholyland we change the ending of ‘whole’ and exchange the ‘E’ to a “Y”. The Y  is a cosmic symbol of amplification and transformation. The healing power of symbols has been researched by the Austrian scientist, Erich Körbler who founded a new healing method in the 1980s called New Homeopathy. Link: https://subtle.energy/information-medicine-erich-korbler-and-new-homeopathy/

We humans have the ability to recognise and perceive when there is coherence. Possibly this is the mysterious 7th sense so many mystic traditions talk about.  This 7th sense gives us the inner knowing what is ‘wholy’ whole and holy and what is not. This is why coherence is often associated with harmony and beauty. When something is in coherence we often perceive it as beautiful.


Another path to discover coherence is through the work of Masuro Emoto, a Japanese researcher and photographer. He played music to water, wrote words on water bottles and talked or prayed to natural lakes and rivers. He froze water drops and photographed the ice crystals. His work shows that the vibration/energy of the words influence the water and the shape of the crystals. Words of love and gratitude shape beautiful coherent crystals.  Where as words such as hate and greed makes the water loose its crystallising ability.

I am deeply touched by the beauty of the ice crystals he photographed.

Another astonishing fact is that when a coherent ice crystal melts
it forms into the Chinese sign for water.

Coincidence or Coherence?







From Mauro Emoto Die Botschaft des Wassers Koha Verlag                            Chinese sign for water

Hijacked Words

When we came together to co-create Wholyland, we came from different countries, languages, education, and different perspectives. We found a great beauty in this diversity and at the same time we recognised, how words are easily misunderstood or mistranslated. We realised we each create our ‘own story’ when we hear a word, which results in completely different meanings.
We started to see how words have been hijacked, and we are unaware of their true meaning. Therefore we have started to create new words and reclaim the original meaning and power of the words.

One method of hijacking is the mirror-method.

Words can be mirrored. You probably played this game as a child: turning words around, inventing new languages.

So give it a try: turn around some basic words, you really like. And listen to the sound or grasp the turnaround meaning.

Here is an example that might surprise you:

LIVE turns into EVIL.
LOVE turns into EVOL
NAME turns into EMAN (sounds like‚ a ‘man’)

In German LEBEN (to live or life) turns into NEBEL which means fog.

Time to question the history books!

Is there something hidden to us in our language?
Where does language come from?
What is its origin?
What do we know about the creation of different sounds and language around the world?

Matriarchy researchers pointed out a longtime ago, that HISTORY is probably HIS story and HER story. 
How might ‘history’ be different it it was ‘HERSTORY’? 
How might the world be different if we recognised we all tell our own story?

Then history would be ‘MYSTORY’ which is very close to ‘MYSTERY’!

Due to this hijacking and story making we need to be mindful of the meaning we really want to express and the vibration we want to create.

There are people who can speak backwards, so maybe our brains can also grasp the backwards meaning of words simultaneously with the forward meaning.
What consequence does this have on what we may create?
Does it matter if you consciously decide to live forward and not backwards?
Does your attitude towards life influence how you hear words?
Does conscious choice matter?

If you would like to dive into the realm of sounds, check out our articles for members at wholyland.me and listen to our “sounds of silence“


We love to meet (teem-team) you there!

Enjoy, in joy

Beate Heinkel
and the Wholyland Council

Vad är/ What is heart coherence?

Vad är/ What is heart coherence?


Denna vecka går Pam från Wholyland in på vad “heart coherence” är. Varför är det viktigt i våra liv? Särskilt i dessa dagar?

Coherence handlar om balans och hur saker hänger ihop på ett naturligt sätt.

När vi lever i rädsla blir vårt energifält mindre och mindre harmoniskt än om vi lever i kärlek och lugn. Inte så lätt i dessa dagar!!

Att andas djupa andetag kan vara tillräckligt för att komma in i heart coherence! Vi måste ta ansvar för vår hälsa, ro och harmoni – för världen utanför kommer inte göra det för oss – det är säkert!

Njut av vår goda väninna och Health Genie Pam Lobs fina artikel om heart coherence!

Vi klarar detta!!!

Massor av kärlek till er alla från de unfuckwithable

Tora och Ulrika




What is ‘coherence’?

Coherence comes from the Latin world meaning ‘stick together.

“Coherence – The situation when the parts of something fit together in a natural or reasonable way.” Cambridge Dictionary 

Great examples in nature of coherence are when a shoal of fish or a murmuration of birds, or a migration of birds where they are all moving together as one – in other words they stick together.

Nature left to its own devices will come back into balance and coherence given time even after cataclysmic events such as the huge bush fires Australia and California have experienced this year.







On a personal level coherence can be seen in every cell of our bodies as they are all connected in some shape of form.  Our lives are also interconnected with our bodies and others around us.  When every aspect is working harmoniously, we are in balance with optimal health. Our relationships are peaceful and harmonious. We are in ‘coherence’. But due to the pressures of modern life it is becoming rarer and rarer to be in coherence and flow.

Our bodies given the right environment physically and mentally, good nutrition and rest can also heal and comeback to balance and coherence from serious illness, or traumatic event.

Heart Coherence

A good way to support our bodies and our planet is practising heart coherence

At school many of us were taught that it’s the brain that controls the body, when in reality our heart and our guts send more signals to the brain than vice versa.

Research has shown that our “heart signals have a significant effect on brain function—influencing emotional processing as well as higher cognitive faculties such as attention, perception, memory, and problem-solving. In other words, not only does the heart respond to the brain, but the brain continuously responds to the heart.” Heartmath.com

When we are stressed, anxious or are experiencing an emotion as negative our heart rhythm becomes erratic and as it communicates with the brain, it inhibits cognitive function. Thisleads to lack of clarity, focus and inability to make clear and effective decisions, which can result in impulsive or inappropriate decisions.In contrast when the brain and heart are in coherence we have clarity, focus and flow. Intelligence and learning expands and intuition is readily available.

Coherence Practice

To come into heart coherence takes practice, but is well worth mastering.

  • Sit quietly and breath slowly, deeply and evenly with the focus on breathing into your heart.
  • Find a rhythm which is comfortable and sustainable.
  • Allow thoughts of love and gratitude.
  • You may just want to focus on an image of a loved one or pet. 
  • Continue for at least 5 minutes.
  • Then be aware of how you feel after?

If you experience calm and peaceful once you have practiced this a few times, you know that you have come into heart coherence. If you take a pause and check into your body and feel stressed, overwhelmed, fear, frustration etc you are most likely not in heart coherence. Repeat the practice frequently throughout your day and notice the shift.

Your health, mental clarity will benefit and those around you will be grateful as they will also feel the love and peace emanating from you.   

Global Coherence

As the electromagnetic energy of our heart is so strong, way stronger than our brains, it effects those around us. It is this energy that connects us to another, and can also influence the emotions of those around us. Coherence occurs when we are all focusing on the same thing as in prayer, or are in harmony with the earths natural magnetic energy – the Schumann Resonance.

Right now there is a lot of negativity and fear spread by the media and governments.
When we come into coherence and focus on love, peace and compassion it has a positive effect on those around us and the collective intention for a world where we can all be free and thrive. The more of us that can hold this energy the better our world will become.

The Global Coherence Initiative is a science-based, co-creative project to unite people in heart-focused love and intention, to facilitate the shift in global consciousness from instability and discord to compassionate care, cooperation and increasing peace.

Want to learn more about ‘coherence’?
Come and join us in Wholyland where together we can co-create freedom, personal and spiritual growth, plus the world we want for ours and our childrens future.

Also listen to the Live the Impossible Show episode Back to Coherence with Beate Heinkel


Enjoy in joy
Pam Lob on behalf of
Wholyland Council

2020 är Hjärtats och “brobyggandets” år/2020 is the year of the Heart and building new bridges

2020 är Hjärtats och brobyggandets år

 2020 kommer ju att gå in i historieböckerna som ett mycket märkligt år – det är vi nog alla överens om. Det många kanske inte tänker på eller vet om är att 2020 på djupet handlar om att möta sina rädslor och transformera dem till ett högre medvetande – och till kärlek. 2020 är faktiskt Hjärtats år.

Yogan och många naturbefolkningar har länge vetat om att detta skifte vi nu är i kommer att ske. Mayakalendern tex nämnde 2012 som slutet, många har tolkat det som ”jordens undergång”. Mayafolket hade rätt  – 2012 var slutet på den ”gamla” tiden och startskottet in i den ”nya tiden”. Vi är mitt i övergången av att släppa taget om det gamla och på väg in i det nya. Övergången är ganska skakig. Detta är året då alla rädslor – de individuella och de kollektiva – ska upp till ytan och medvetandegöras. Därigenom transformeras rädslorna och blir till kärlek. Så skapas den nya världen som är baserad på kärlek – istället för rädsla och brist som vi levt i i tusentals år.



Balansen mellan det Feminina och det det Maskulina

 2020 handlar för mig, och många med mig, om balansen mellan det Feminina och det Maskulina. Covid 19 tex är i den gamla maskulina energin för att hålla oss i rädsla. Och titta bara runt omkring hur rädda vi är. Många går omkring med masker – i många länder är det till och med obligatoriskt. Vi tar mer och mer avstånd från varandra, låter rädslan växa och bli större och skapa distans. Istället för att använda oss av rädslan som en ”trampolin”, en drivkraft och närma oss både oss själva och varandra där vi kan söka tröst och stöd. Att använda sig av Rädsla som drivkraft är för mig är en enorm möjlighet till personlig utveckling.



2020 betydelse numerologiskt

År 2020 inleder ett nytt decennium och vi kan kalla detta år ”Brobyggandet in i framtiden”. Det är omställningarnas år. En tid med händelser och situationer som kräver nya förhållningssätt och ger möjlighet till nya lärdomar! Denna period kan komma att sträcka sig ända in i 2050 talet..

Siffran 2 är vanligtvis förknippat med harmoni, balans, hänsyn och kärlek. Det betyder även samarbete och fred så många bra saker skapas ur det kaos som nu råder. Tvåan är även associerat med ditt själsuppdrag samt diplomati, förtroende, tillit och anpassningsförmåga. Jag skrattar nästan åt hur rätt detta är just nu i dessa tider :)…

Siffran 4 står för ordning, allvar och seriositet men även uppbyggande från grunden från det individuella till det stora strukturerna i världen. Här behövs totalt nytänkande och djupare insikter. Extra ansträngning och uthållighet behövs och man jan räkna med restriktioner och begränsningar.. Haha det är så spot on ;)…

Siffran 0 står för potential och / eller val, och när nollan återkommer, är det budskap som har att göra med utveckling av sina andliga aspekter. Nollan anses representera början av en andlig resa och belyser osäkerheter som kan innebära transformation.

2020 är verkligen ett kraftfullt transformerande år, i ett individuellt mikroperspektiv samt i det kollektiva i ett makroperspektiv. Det gäller att samverka för att skapa en hållbar värld som kan ersätta den gamla, dysfunktionella!



 Oro och ängslan

För mig personligen har det detta varit ett oroligt och ängsligt år, som jag skrev i tidigare blog att jag är en orolig själ. Och det har funnits mycket att oroa sig för och ängslas över – om man väljer att ”tappa ” in på det.

 Jag har oroat mig över jobb och pengar. Har ej haft ett företagsuppdrag sen augusti 2019. Lever på sparpengar sen jag blev av med min yogastudio i december 2019 och har inte haft ”ett riktigt jobb” sen dess. Mina älskade tonåringar har haft det jobbigt och kämpigt på många plan. Jag har oroat mig för dem och deras hälsa. Distansundervisningen på första året på gymnasiet har inte alls passat Elliot. Vi har suttit hemma på liten yta 3 personer och försökt samsas och visa hänsyn. Det har gått sådär bra… Detta är året för många konflikter, yttre såväl som inre. 2020 är ett år för transformation på alla plan!

Att navigera i oron och ovissheten, utan ”jobb” och inflöde av pengar har varit väldigt oroligt för mig. Det känns som att leva med PTSD ”Light” (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)… Och ända har just denna navigering i det nya ”normala” dvs ovissheten varit just det som burit mig och min familj. Att navigera i ovissheten är verkligen en möjlighet att växa och utvecklas.



Möjligheternas år

Detta år har även varit möjligheternas år! 2020 är det år har det då 3 böcker som kommit igenom internationellt. (1. 2:47 The Journey Home to My Heart, 2. Famna Feminint Ledarskap tillsammans med 16 andra  kvinnor i olika ledande positioner 3. Holy F*ck and Sacred Water med fantastiska Tora). Böckerna är förlösta tack vare att jag både haft tid, ork (ibland iaf 😉 ) och motivation att göra något som känns meningsfullt. Att jag skapade något annat utifrån min rädsla och oro som jag transformerade till möjligheter och kärlek.

Det är även det år då jag träffat nya fantastiska människor och ingått i nya, större internationella sammanhang. 2020 är det år då jag varit med och skapat en internationell online membersite plattform – Wholyland. 2020 är det år då mycket av de gamla, icke hållbara strukturerna rasar – såväl som inombords som i den yttre verkligheten. Gamla rädslor transformeras så att något annat och mycket bättre kan födas. Det är det år då mina nära relationer stötts, blötts och testats. 2020 är året för nya sanningar, nya val, nya relationer och nya möjligheter! 2020 är det år då jag investerat om möjligt ännu mer tid och energi på att gå inåt och att ta hand om mig själv…

Precis det behöver jag göra nu. Ägna mig åt mitt eget personliga brobyggande – från det gamla till det nya. Jag drar mig tillbaka ett tag för att vila, kontemplera och transformera. Så jag tar en liten paus härifrån fredags bloggandet. Vi ses i januari igen. Tills dess – ta hand om dig! På återseende <3 Varm kram<3




2020 is the Year of the Heart

2020 will go down in the history books as a very strange year – we probably all agree on that. What many may not think or know about is that 2020 in depth is about meeting their fears and transforming them into a higher consciousness – and into love. 2020 is actually the Year of the Heart.

Yoga and many natural populations have long known that this shift we are now in will happen. The Mayan calendar, for example, mentioned 2012 as the end, many have interpreted it as “the end of the earth”. The Maya people were right – 2012 was the end of the “old” time and the start into the “new time”. We are in the middle of the transition from letting go of the old and heading into the new. The transition is quite shaky. This is the year when all fears – the individual and the collective – must come to the surface and be made conscious. In this way, the fears are transformed and become love. This is how the new world is created, which is based on love – instead of the fear and lack that we have lived in for thousands of years.



The year of the balance between the Feminine and the Masculine

For me, and many with me, 2020 is about the balance between the Feminine and the Masculine. Covid 19 tex is in the old masculine energy to keep us in fear. And just look around at how scared we are. Many people wear masks – in many countries it is even obligatory. We distance ourselves more and more from each other, let the fear grow and become bigger and create distance. Instead of using fear as a “trampoline”, a driving force and approaching both ourselves and each other where we can seek comfort and support. Using Fear as a driving force is for me a huge opportunity for personal development.



2020 Significance numerologically

The year 2020 begins a new decade and we can call this year “Bridge construction into the future”. It is the year of change. A time of events and situations that require new approaches and provide opportunities for new lessons! This period may extend into the 2050s.

The number 2 is usually associated with harmony, balance, consideration and love. It also means cooperation and peace so many good things are created from the chaos that now prevails. The second is also associated with your soul mission as well as diplomacy, trust, confidence and adaptability. I almost laugh at how right this is right now in these times :)…

The number 4 stands for order, seriousness and seriousness but also building from the ground up from the individual to the large structures in the world. Here, total new thinking and deeper insights are needed. Extra effort and perseverance is needed and you can count on restrictions and limitations .. Haha it’s so spot on;)…

The number 0 stands for potential and / or choice, and when this number of sequences presents and repeats, the message is to do with developing their spiritual aspects that 0 is considered to represent the beginning of a spiritual journey and highlights uncertainties that may entail.

So 2020 is truly a powerfully transforming year, in an individual micro perspective and in the collective in a macro perspective. It is important to work together to create a sustainable world that can replace the old, dysfunctional one!



Anxiety and worries

For me personally, this has been a troubled and anxious year, as I wrote in a previous blog that I am a soul that worries. And there has been a lot to worry and stress about – if you choose to tap on it.

I have been worried about job and money. I have not had a business assignment since August 2019. I have been living on my savings since I got rid of my yoga studio in December 2019. Have not had a “real job” since then. My beloved teenagers have had a hard time struggling on many levels. I have worried about them and their wellbeing. Distance education in the first year of high school has not suited Elliot at all. We have sat at home in a small area 3 people and tried to get along and show consideration. It has gone so well… This is the year for many conflicts, external as well as internal. 2020 is a year of transformation on all levels!

Navigating the anxiety and uncertainty, without “jobs” and the influx of money has been very worrying for me. It feels like living with PTSD “Light” (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)… And yet this very navigation in the new “normal” ie the uncertainty has been exactly what carried me and my family. Navigating the uncertainty is truly an opportunity to grow and develop.



The year of opportunities

This year has also been a year of opportunities! 2020 is the year when it has 3 books that have come through internationally. (1. 2:47 The Journey Home to My Heart, 2. Embrace Feminine Leadership along with 16 other women in various leading positions 3. Holy F * ck and Sacred Water with amazing Torah). The books are redeemed thanks to the fact that I had the time, energy (sometimes anyway;)) and motivation to do something that feels meaningful. That I created something else based on my fears and worries that I transformed into opportunities and love.


It is also the year when I met new fantastic people and entered into new, larger international contexts. 2020 is the year when I have been involved in creating an international online membersite platform – Wholyland. 2020 is the year when many of the old, unsustainable structures collapse – both internally and in external reality. Old fears are transformed so that something different and much better can be born. It is the year when my close relationships have been supported, soaked and tested. 2020 is the year for new truths, new sustainable choices, new relationships and new opportunities! It is the year that I have invested even more – if possible – time and energy into my self, into taking care of myself.

That’s exactly what I need to do now. To spend time and energy in my own personal bridge building – from the old to the new. I need to retreat for a while to rest, contemplate and transform. So I’m taking a little break from this Friday blog.  See you in january<3 Until then – take care of yourself! Love Ullis<3



Be F*ckin’ MoRE – Become the Master of Reactivated Embodiment. Tora Zophia and Ulrika are transformational life designers and you can find them and their programs at: www.reactivatedembodiment.com

Live Unfuckwithable!

// Love Ulrika



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